Hindsight! That’s what I call the revelation of
the love of Christ that was finally revealed to me. After many long
years of trusting in the Lord, I must confess, I had never fully given my life
to Him. I always knew and felt His presence. I prayed for His guidance day and
night. He was in my mind, yet I was living my life without Him in my
heart. I was at the “top of the heap” when I was a background vocalist
for Julio Iglesias. I had just about everything any girl could ever want or
imagine in life.
Suddenly I became very unhappy with everything,
including myself. I was uncertain as to why this unhappiness had overwhelmed me.
I had a hundred excuses as to what the problems were, but none of them had ever
really convinced me. I was lost. I truly was lost. It was a few years down the
road that I grew to realize that the only problem in my life was that I had
forgotten the one close friend in it. Jesus. I was cradled by loving friends and
family who were constant reminders of the love that Jesus has for us, and the
tremendous love He displayed to us by giving His life that we might be
saved. I have been gifted with a God given talent. My voice and my
music are certainly not that of hard studies and training. I have realized that
the Lord has had a plan for
me. Hindsight! I had no idea what
was in my future years ago. But I gave it to God and now fully trust in
Him. I never look back with regret, because I believe that God used
each step to bring me back to the foot of the
cross. Hindsight! It’s a beautiful
thing.
In His Love,
PJB
Martyna
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